i.
sometimes i
wanted time
to go by
fast
days and hours
just slow cars
to hurry
past
traffic jams
to work a-
round to Fri-
day night
where Mary
waits don’t be
late the star's
dark light
ii.
and at other times, breezing
across the rink’s blistering
cold
we’re begging and we’re pleading
o time, won’t you pretty please
slow
as we jetpack yet closer
to that jaggedy jet-black
hole
and we hear, it’s not a dream,
the night nurse's grippy shoes
squeaking in the hall
it's the last week at the shore
and nobody else has even noticed
that the gent from number three
and that the dame from number six
have been missing for nine minutes
except for me, but that's my business
i'm sure number five will pay for pix
and maybe even number four
The Sunday night movie is Chariots
of Fire and the room is filling up with
walkers (that is, the aluminum kind),
with wheelchairs, and with warriors who still
walk on their own, at least some of the time.
I check in on Paul who took a fall this
morning. He was there on his side as I
emerged from the stairwell onto the third
floor, more embarrassed than injured. I helped
him into a chair and then fetched a nurse.
The movie room was full tonight and we
softly applauded as actors ran on
blue beaches and the surviving daughter
of Bobby van Epps asked me how to get home.
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Bobby van Epps was the piano player for the Dorsey Brothers Orchestra.
I'VE GOT A FEELIN' YOU'RE FOOLIN'
There was enough light from the great window for me to see Tone’s lips moving as I glanced over. He was mouthing the names of the constellations as he plucked them out of the milky wash of the other stars. This was just an internal test. A game. Proving himself to himself. He had nothing to prove to anybody else. I could also faintly hear him, as he pronounced Lyra… Cygnus… Aquila… Hercules… He was in his own private swirl, dealing with the incessant burden of his brilliance.
I turned back toward the great window, and waited. The woman with the orange hair would finish up with the bride and we would ride home in a Mustang convertible, and I would try to catch a glimpse of the great burning window-furnace in the rear view mirror when we first headed home.
your dress
swirled
like two
rainbows
made of
crêpe paper
your lips
just grazed
my nose
Hat Dance
tu vestido
se arremolinaba
como dos
arcos iris
hecho de
papel crepé
tus labios
acaba rozó
mi nariz
LEAVES NOTE FOR WIFE
TO MEET FOR TEA
GIVES GLOBE A WHIRL
QUITTING THE EMBASSY
DIPLOMAT STROLLS BAZAAR
AND WITH MUCH APLOMB
DEFLECTS HOMEMADE BOMB
FROM THE LONG DARK CAR
MIKES LIKE BOUQUETS
THRUST ABOUT THE WIDOW’S MOUTH
VEIL TIGHT AS TOURNIQUET
NOTHING BLEATS OUT
she blooms her arms move
her toddlers loom to leave
spent balloons
in her hair
she copes the crib with
castoff chiffon to dis-
till the harm
in the air
Sunday morning. The elevator is
not functioning. There’s a punctual man
on the landing. With both of his frail hands
on one railing, he begins to descend
the long staircase. Sliding hand to hand but
not crossing them, and foot to foot before
dropping one daringly over the edge
of each box step. Charles in crimson slippers,
with dancer’s hands on diagonal barre,
our very own Nureyev at ninety-four.
The pall bearers pass the casket into
the idling hearse, the long mahogany
handles smoothly through their white-gloved hands.
But that’s another mourning,
another landing.
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In spite of the power outage, Charles was determined to get to the church service on the first floor - and he was determined to get there on time.
après une cuillerée
de la crème glacée
je cueille
un bise froid
qu'est-ce qui s'était
mal passée?
Un Bise Froid
after a spoonful
of ice cream
i steal
a cold kiss
what had
gone wrong?
THEY go down
to the sea
in their slips
waiting for
their husbands
their lovers
for some of
them it is
the same man
and some just
want to watch
the dark storm
as they make
their way down
to the sea
the spasms
of the light-
-house breaking
first across
their bare feet
and then their
scared faces
Image based on "Bell Rock light house during a storm from the North East."
Drawn by J.M.W. Turner. Engraved by J. Horsburgh. 1824.
my good wolf or
is it rector
would you heed your
so-called calling
if you were called
to preach and pray
without housing
title
or pay
mon bon loup ou
est-ce le recteur
écouteriez-vous de votre
soi-disant vocation sacré
si vous avez été appelé
à prêcher à prier
sans presbytère
sans titre exalté
sans salaire
un poème ne peut pas nous sauvent
un pomme n'est pas le savant
tout tombe à terre,
à nuit
nous calcul l'allure,
le bruit
a poem cannot save us
an apple is not the scientist
at night,
everything falls down
we calculate the speed,
the sound
Monday lays down his blue cheese moon
alongside Tuesday’s juiced grey goose
Wednesday lays down its wedding gown
spun in silver from Thursday’s thunder
Friday lays down her spinning wheel
inside Saturday’s hula hoop
Sunday lays down its worn out worship
seven lie down in wonder
Question. Can you have a lost weekend in the middle of the week? Sure you can. If you’re an over-achiever. Like me. So maybe you’re not trying hard enough.
It was Friday already and I had been in and out of a haze for three days. Sorta like a very slow flight in a very small plane, in and out of various types of clouds and low-hanging fogs and the smoke from leaf and brush fires set by idiot neighbors who shouldn’t be burning fires in the middle of summer anyway. For some of these maneuvers you don’t even need alcohol. You just pitch and roll and yaw.
there are three things
a king requires
a castle high-towered
an army un-cowered
and a chapel well-choired L'histoire du Monde
il ya trois choses
un roi exige
un château haut-tours
une armée non-recroquevillé
et une chapelle bien-chœur
M
iss Erato embraces the open fourth grade
speller and offers the young scholars an eleventh hour
pneumatic [sic] device remember there’s an ear in your heart
flushed i pounce on the lapse
chaste as the nose of a kitten the eraser
creping the paper
ripping it
i smooth back the pleated wound
to write on what her
discretion allowed
she stood still stands still
behind the roof of her book her breastbreathing
waiting while
i rub out
and blow away in pink debris
an absurd hart started against a rib
So now what? That strange fellow still accosts
you from his pinned-down perch upon a cross.
It’s uncanny. Impossible even.
It reminds you of that burlesque gag where
the target girl is pinned down through her blouse
with the first blade and when the knife thrower
turns his back to pick up the next, she Houdinis
herself out and kicks him in the rear
end. She then wiggles back into her blouse,
sorta. He doesn’t notice. Anything.
And when the final knife is thrown and he turns to the crowd
for his applause, she slips out again, tiptoes toward the pit,
points to her exquisite downstage bottom, and mouths
“Kiss it.”
H
er face is far away
and darker than the dust
the fallow dust that covers it
like the chaulk on a bell of chocolate
tears slowly doze
doze down her high cheekbones
they break upon diamonds
those soft brown diamonds embossed in her skin
the captioned reporter
nibbles white words from a blue field
a spangled field that remembers
that considers my red eyes and covers
the nudes the news
this is su dan
yesterday she had five children (sic)
today she has four
tomorrow we’ll have more
from this drought-stricken and barren land
the camera zooms in and stoops
she could have entertained the troops
raise her in heels and a lime swimsuit
shoo the flies dancing by
drinking from
washing on
wringing in the wadi of
the parting of her lips
i wad up the silver foil
from a milk-chocked kiss and toss
it into the fire to watch
its fuse (the blue on white sash of some
bathing beauty/virguled virgin)
ignite in the orange coals
it’s after
eleven
i extinguish the news by remote control